Youth Ahead, The - 23 Days lyrics

I knew that smth was wrong that day
I felt so empty inside with a burning sensation & pain
I wasn´t myself, I could not react
to a situation or an attack
so please forgive me for leading you to believe
that all was well & fine that day
you wanted the story so here is how it goes
but 1st I just want you to know

that is its been 23 days since I last saw you
23 days since you fell out of my life
I feel this pain, & I will go insane
if this lasts forever

so on with the story but it isn´t much
just an explanation for breaking your trust
maybe now I regret this, I just thought it would be different
cause I just wanted to be free
you think that I lied even though that I tried
I never meant to hurt you on purpose
I gave up on her another gave up on me
and this is leading me to believe
that this idea is failing

23 days since I last saw you
23 days since you fell out of my life
I feel this pain & I will go insane
if this lasts forever

so now you know I did not simply erase you
and all we had til the end
but that doesn´t change the way I feel now
the way I feel now

23 days since I last saw you
23 days since you fell out of my life
I feel this pain & I will go insane
if this lasts forever

will I ever get this right, & if this lasts forever

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