X Mia - Fallen Angels [Dear Jill] lyrics

Dear Jill
I have been trying to do my thing
Since you have been away
But I think about you everyday
It is still hard
I am still bitter
Still missin you sister
I pour out a little liquor
Spray your favorite perfume
We hit the blunt now & then
Bust out laughin & chokin
Cuz me & you really wasn´t bout no smokin
Your mom is coping, but it is so rough
I can see it in her eyes
I cannot stand to be around her too long
She makes me want to cry
Why do God sometimes take away the good ones
That is the big question that is got everybody stressin
Ask him for me, so I can tell the mothers & fathers
Who can´t stop mourning for their sons & daughters
It gets hard around the holidays & your birthdays
We try to keep busy, taking extra work days
My hurt days is when I go to ???
Cuz I aint got my girl to split it with
I really get sick
When I think about that dirty nigga
But mentally I know he has gettin his
That makes me sleep better
I am never going to let your memory die
Even though a big part of me died when you left us
I bought my moms a house
The kids´re gettin so big
Even got me a man & all
We call him Hotboy
Our kinda nigga
Thugged out, slugged up
Bad temper known for tearin shit up
He treats me nice though
But I want to let you know that I ama work hard
To stay on the right track & stay on guard
Lord knows that I love you, my friend
And I ama end this till we meet again
I miss you, Jill

Chorus: repeat 4X

Fallen, fallen angels
I cannot believe that you´re gone
I am standing here all alone

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