Album: The Thoughts From Which I Hide (2000)
The walls cave in on me, this life that you call mine
You smile say you love me, I wanna smash your face
My torment, my prison, why must life be this way
I close my eyes to see my mental death of you
My tears spill from the corner of my eye
Stumbling upon the realization
No one wins
Rejection, ostracized, become to numb to love
They say that they are you friend, you wanted so much more
Companion, a lover, you wont let me love you
Raising my fists in rage, I curse gods high & low
My tears spill from the corner of my eye
Stumbling upon the realization
No one wins
I feel the oppression of this life that is inflicted upon me
You scoff at misery that I collapse under the sheer force of
Your complete ignorance has me screaming rage & hatred for you
You´re an imbecile & it´s for that fact that you must die
How can you deceive yourself with lies
Why must you say f*cking blatant non-truths
Admit it if you must hate me
And then we won´t pretend to be friends
Tidal waves of anger cascade into rivulets
Of thought that I must learn to get under control
I must think, organize, & come to terms with this
No matter how hard I try I would not win
My tears spill from the corner of my eye
Stumbling upon the realization
No one wins
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