Underoath - Act of Depression lyrics

Album: Acts Of Depression (1999)

I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough
Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls,
I saw you staring through the cracks
No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love,
I felt no reason to carry on with my life
Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that´s what I thought
Kids finding laughter at my expense
They were killing me on the inside they couldn´t give up their pride
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
On the outside I looked fine, you could not tell but on the inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression,
and before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground
With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand
Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
Without you I could of never ended my breath
Through your anger & hate, I was able to choose my fate
There was a way out, but I chose the easy route
Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction
No more pain, no more love, for you´ve chosen suicide as the way out... help them
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor,
pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror
Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation
I´ll not accept this evil anymore
I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good
I am sorry for whoever I hurt, it isn´t easy to look back on my life,
and know I didn´t know Christ
For now I live in a real hell
I wish I had another chance... then I´d live my life with love


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