Album: More (2004)
Sometimes I sit at home & wonder how it would be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Love´s not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh & they won´t see
That you never let them see ya this way
Don´t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it is killing me
So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything´s okay
I am laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I am dying inside
With my pride & a smile
On my face
On my face
Singing lalalala
Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don´t call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren´t for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it aint no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I am into other things
Cause you never let them see you this way
Don´t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it is killing me
And,so I put my make up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything´s okay
I am laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
But I am dying inside
With my pride & a smile
On my face
On my face
It isn´t as easy (thing)
Sometimes it is hard to (face the truth)
It isn´t the life that I´d choose (that I´d choose)
But what else can I do?
If he don´t love me
If he don´t want me
I am not about to sit around
Let myself go
So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything´s okay
I am laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I am dying inside
With my pride & a smile
On my face
On my face
Singing lalalala
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